well, i have nothing to say when you are still blaming me for this whole thing. did u just said apology? i never heard dat from you. what i know is dat you only want to debate over certain small matters. yes i know u have all your very right to say whatever and whenever you want. by all means. ya maybe i'm playing over all those words i have made. but wait, have you ever think about people's feeling than yourself? well, i don't see that when you were with me. ya i maybe ignorant, self-centered, ego say it all you want. i don't mind. ya.

do you know even why i gave u dat cold shoulder? no rite? do you know why i don't want to say right smack at you? no rite? do you even know why i didn't want to see your face? down right no. if you really want to know why i gave you the cold-shoulder it is because remember the way you talk to me? you were as if talking to me like i am nothing to you. ya i really mean it. nothing. and its not the first time. its more than once. ya you are going to say i am being too sensitive here and ego. but hey if people were talking to you rudely are you mad? of course you are rite and you will tend to just hack care? dats what i did for the past years. and i really don't like the way you argue with people and do you know that others hate it too??

why didn't i say it at you face?
i don't want to make our friendship hostile. i don't even want this to end this way. i am really tiried of this. that's why i din't even want to see your face cause it will make me so mad. & we are taking our very important test btw which is our O's and i don't want this to affect me when i'm doing my exams. so i had rather keep my mouth shut and don't look at you so as to keep myself calm.

yes ms.ego here can't even take charge of her emotion rite?
ya that's true. i can't control it. i had rather show it rather than i keep it and hurt myself deeply. i don't want to be a hypocrite by saying that ya i love being friends with you and stuff but inside my heart there's alot of hatred towards you. (: now look. dats the way i show people the way i felt. well maybe the 7 years of friendship, you still don't know me.

well, hang on. i don't even mention saying dat u even have to begged for my forgiveness. and if you even ever come across so, i dun't even mean it that way. so look who's got the wrong idea here? (: and look i don't even want to play a game with you here. what i want you to realise is just stop debating and arguing. who was even giving me the attitude first? me? i don't think so. if you haven't even start talking to me rudely all this won't start.

well, lastly alhamdullilah if you have alot of friends by your side who will support you. i'm thankful for you. i know you find dat it's worth to lose a friend like me as you can find others that is betta rite? ya sure. go on. (:

& ouh ya if those words were yours. well sorry to pass your territory then. well some people also think that i'm a copycater here?? erm... well i don't know bout that. i have no principles? i dunno what you see in me dat you said like that. sometimes i do wonder with all the kindness i tried to give, what was the upmost thing you see in me? (: i don't know. well, maybe god have the answer. (: